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I’ve Grown Fearful Of Words
I’ve grown fearful of words and poems, the way they run
beneath my fingers, get bigger, bloodier
pull me toward their vortex, change my course so powerfully
that every syllable makes me waver, when will it attack
when will it change what’s future to what’s past, pronounced,
experienced, recorded, where you’ll never again await
the unexpected, just tread lightly in the background behind a word
that carries you, and carries you, and you’re still
afraid to speak, you wait in dread of when those nights will come, hot
and bloody, as though possessed by unknown powers, the flaming
ball that whirls in the sky, by strangers in
the woods who hunt you through the trees and exorcise
what’s strange with words, so that just the past, the past is
left to you, a hundred times more dreadful than any hopes,
immeasurably more ruinous than the unknown days
of any future time - lost when?