Debeljak Aleš:
A River And A Young Woman
We sit in the shadows of the monastery wall - or what’s
left of it, the next westbound bus due in half an hour,
tears gathering in your eyes - or maybe it just seems
that way, I see you crying at the swimming pool, when
you were six, washing chlorine from your eyes, how you
sing in a bold voice, in the orange grove whose entrance
has been closed to foreigners for decades, thousands and
thousands of miles away, on another continent, how
you pout when you can’t say what you want, like me
now, when for the first time I realize I’m not with you,
not under the same sky, in the distance the resting
workers murmur in Spanish, you shiver, no longer
thinking of burning deserts and dream landscapes,
places you want to visit before straying too far to return,
I lean close to hear what’s on your mind: no, I don’t
know who owns the world - if that’s what you’re asking,
all the other unnecessary encounters disappear from
this sequence, your face blurs: my loneliness is the
same as yours.